Level up.
APK | February 13, 2010 | 11:38 amI just had this smack in the face realization. On Feb 24th I will be participating in the POPGUN Vol 4 release party/signing event at Jim Hanley’s Universe (details here).
Now I’ve done some signings before for my books and worked the back-end tables at cons and all of this so I didn’t really think of it deeply. Until just now. It hit me, in a funny way.
See, I used to go to Hanley’s when I was in High School. I remember the original store, when they moved, all of that. They used t be where I went, week in and week out, to get my comics. Even after I stopped going there weekly, I would still drop in and I still do consider it the comics store in NY, though I do also love others. Hanley’s is the place, in my brain.
And on the 24th I will be there for a signing. Not the first time I’ve been to a signing at Hanley’s. I remember being the first in line for the kick-off of Warren Ellis’ Oktober Revolution tour (pure chance we were first in line, not planned) and often have seen other events there in the store.
But this time? I’ll be on the other side of that table. At the comic store I first think of when I think of comics stores. I’ll have other big moments in my career, if I’m lucky, and many of them will be memorable as fuck. Shit I’ve had a huge list of them already that I could go on and on about, but this. This.
I’ll be participating in a signing at Hanley’s. From the “person who is signing things” end. It really feels like “making it” on a whole new field. And yeah, I know it isn’t “making it” in any real sense of the word or whatever and I can dismiss it all I want and play it down and make sense rule the day. But…
For two hours on the 24th I’ll be watching people walk by (and, uhm, hopefully stop to buy Popgun and get shit signed) and see some of them think “One day I want to be there.”
And they can be, if they want it enough and put in the work and move toward that goal hard enough. They can be. I can be. I will be, in fact.
Wow.





